Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Before I was a Mom I made and ate hot meals.
I had unstained clothing.
I had quiet conversations on the phone.

Before I was a Mom I slept as late as I wanted.
And never worried about how late I got into bed.
I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.

Before I was Mom I cleaned my house each day.
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to lullabies.

Before I was a Mom I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom I had never been puked on, pooped on, spit on, peed on, or pinched by tiny fingers.
Before I was a Mom I had complete control of my mind, my thoughts, my body and all my feelings.
I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a Mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important.

Before I was a Mom I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was OK.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache or the satisfaction of being a Mom.

I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much......
......before I was a Mom.
Author Unknown


7 comments:

Spencer and Elissa Drake said...

I love that poem! so cute and i can imagine so true! the picture of you and Parx is probably one of the cutes pictures i've ever seen! he looks like such a happy baby!

John and Anna said...

Glad I'm not the only one who can relate! :) Cute Cute picture of you and Parx! And please come by any time. Give me a call or text and I'll let you know where it is. :)

Ballard Family said...

So cute!!! :)

Veronica and TJ said...

Okay so I am crying my eyes out right about now. LOVE that poem! Such a cute picture of you two:)

Kelly and Lindsay said...

SO sweet Leesh :) I'm sure you are the best little mama to that little man. Miss you!

Paul and Carly said...

I love that pic of you guys too... Now I just need to come up and see him in person! Miss ya

Keisha said...

Adorable picture of the two of you. You are one beautiful mama. I love the poem. It's perfect.